1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:14,422 --> 00:01:17,251 King Gustaf: In his novels, his plays and essays, 4 00:01:17,425 --> 00:01:20,515 this writer has redefined modern literature. 5 00:01:21,733 --> 00:01:23,996 He has shown us the condition of modern man, 6 00:01:24,345 --> 00:01:26,738 in all its absurdity and futility, 7 00:01:27,174 --> 00:01:29,698 with dark humor and profound insight. 8 00:01:31,308 --> 00:01:34,703 It is our great honor to recognize this writer today. 9 00:01:36,618 --> 00:01:40,274 The Nobel Prize for Literature is hereby awarded to... 10 00:01:41,101 --> 00:01:42,363 Samuel Beckett. 11 00:02:11,609 --> 00:02:14,482 Mr. Beckett, there is no speech? 12 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:15,804 So, you took the prize money? 13 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:18,415 I'm gonna give it away. 14 00:03:19,329 --> 00:03:21,201 Do you really think that's gonna help? 15 00:03:22,376 --> 00:03:24,334 No. Do you? 16 00:03:25,074 --> 00:03:27,163 If anything, it might make things worse. 17 00:03:28,817 --> 00:03:30,079 I'm still gonna do it. 18 00:03:31,298 --> 00:03:32,212 Hmm. 19 00:03:33,256 --> 00:03:34,997 So, who are the candidates for this money? 20 00:03:36,390 --> 00:03:38,653 Whose forgiveness do you need the most? 21 00:03:40,524 --> 00:03:43,484 You know, I'm spoiled for choice. 22 00:03:45,442 --> 00:03:49,272 You know this is going to be a journey through your shame? 23 00:03:50,447 --> 00:03:51,405 Isn't everything? 24 00:03:54,103 --> 00:03:55,104 So then... 25 00:03:59,326 --> 00:04:00,892 We shall begin with Mother. 26 00:04:01,980 --> 00:04:02,981 How could we not? 27 00:04:06,985 --> 00:04:09,336 Child Samuel: Had I The heavens' embroidered cloth 28 00:04:09,510 --> 00:04:11,990 Enwrought with golden And silver light 29 00:04:12,164 --> 00:04:15,211 The blue and the dim And the dark cloth 30 00:04:15,559 --> 00:04:18,475 Of night and light And the half-light 31 00:04:18,997 --> 00:04:21,217 I'd spread the cloth Under your feet 32 00:04:21,696 --> 00:04:24,438 - But I, being poor... - "But I." 33 00:04:27,615 --> 00:04:29,834 But I, being poor 34 00:04:30,139 --> 00:04:32,446 He's shifting the focus of the poem. 35 00:04:32,837 --> 00:04:34,839 You were astray with your emphasis. 36 00:04:37,189 --> 00:04:39,148 No, thank you. 37 00:04:43,500 --> 00:04:44,371 What did you say? 38 00:04:45,328 --> 00:04:46,808 I'm happy with the delivery. 39 00:04:47,504 --> 00:04:48,897 And I... 40 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,377 am not. 41 00:04:51,378 --> 00:04:54,076 And I have considered your suggestion, 42 00:04:54,424 --> 00:04:56,731 and find it inferior to my own. 43 00:04:57,253 --> 00:04:58,210 Either will do. 44 00:05:01,692 --> 00:05:02,693 Either will do. 45 00:05:07,002 --> 00:05:10,571 But I, being poor Have only my dreams... 46 00:05:11,702 --> 00:05:13,791 I spread my dreams Under your feet 47 00:05:14,531 --> 00:05:17,317 Tread softly Because you tread on my dreams 48 00:05:25,542 --> 00:05:28,110 Come on, faster, faster! 49 00:05:34,290 --> 00:05:36,466 Let go, let go! 50 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:17,638 It's time to go. 51 00:06:18,943 --> 00:06:20,118 Child Samuel: Not yet. 52 00:06:20,815 --> 00:06:22,294 Not while the kite still flies. 53 00:07:21,832 --> 00:07:22,920 That's not for you. 54 00:07:25,488 --> 00:07:27,447 What is this obscenity? 55 00:07:28,839 --> 00:07:30,275 This is me! 56 00:07:32,103 --> 00:07:36,194 This me you are demonizing with your poison! 57 00:07:36,978 --> 00:07:38,501 You could only ever imagine it as you, 58 00:07:38,675 --> 00:07:40,634 because the whole world is you. 59 00:07:43,854 --> 00:07:46,204 You are a liar! 60 00:08:39,431 --> 00:08:41,782 This will be your last chance to speak... 61 00:08:43,697 --> 00:08:45,394 to conspire against me. 62 00:09:21,691 --> 00:09:22,562 Fight. 63 00:09:26,391 --> 00:09:27,262 Fight. 64 00:09:31,832 --> 00:09:32,746 Fight. 65 00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:24,101 Did you read my story? 66 00:10:27,104 --> 00:10:28,105 I did not. 67 00:10:29,672 --> 00:10:30,934 If it's good enough to be published, 68 00:10:31,108 --> 00:10:32,109 it's good enough for you. 69 00:10:36,070 --> 00:10:37,071 Hmm. 70 00:10:39,203 --> 00:10:42,424 There will always be a call for titillation. 71 00:10:43,773 --> 00:10:45,209 So, you did read it? 72 00:10:51,825 --> 00:10:53,217 What a waste. 73 00:11:18,765 --> 00:11:21,376 I'm going to Paris, and I hope never to return. 74 00:11:25,859 --> 00:11:30,820 The continent is peopled almost entirely by homosexuals. 75 00:11:34,302 --> 00:11:35,172 Hmm. 76 00:11:37,435 --> 00:11:40,047 There is, of course, a central flaw in your theory. 77 00:11:43,572 --> 00:11:46,096 Always so clever. 78 00:11:47,837 --> 00:11:50,535 You assumed eternal ownership over me. 79 00:11:55,453 --> 00:11:56,933 Like I was yours to control. 80 00:11:57,107 --> 00:11:58,761 It could only ever end like this. 81 00:12:04,332 --> 00:12:06,116 I gave you everything. 82 00:12:08,031 --> 00:12:10,120 I hope, for your sake, that's not true. 83 00:12:38,496 --> 00:12:40,368 I could give the money to the hospital... 84 00:12:41,456 --> 00:12:42,370 where she died. 85 00:12:43,414 --> 00:12:46,548 She... she didn't exactly go quietly. 86 00:12:46,983 --> 00:12:48,158 No. 87 00:12:48,855 --> 00:12:51,248 You've already paid her all the repentance you could afford. 88 00:12:52,075 --> 00:12:53,511 You're referring to what I told her? 89 00:12:53,685 --> 00:12:54,643 As she died. 90 00:12:54,817 --> 00:12:56,210 That I had regrets. 91 00:12:56,688 --> 00:13:00,780 And telling her that became your greatest regret of all. 92 00:13:01,215 --> 00:13:03,391 I knew that, even as I was telling her. 93 00:13:04,261 --> 00:13:06,263 You might name your scars after her? 94 00:13:06,568 --> 00:13:09,658 Hmm. I might name my joys as well. 95 00:13:10,572 --> 00:13:12,792 Hmm, isn't that always the way with love? 96 00:13:17,448 --> 00:13:18,493 Suzanne? 97 00:13:20,190 --> 00:13:21,452 No, not yet. 98 00:13:23,324 --> 00:13:24,499 So, it's Lucia? 99 00:13:26,980 --> 00:13:29,330 It is Lucia. 100 00:14:40,270 --> 00:14:41,271 Mr. Joyce? 101 00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:42,794 I am in thought! 102 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:37,849 Mr. Joyce, my name is Samuel Beckett. 103 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:41,244 I'm studying English at EÉcole Normale Supérieure, 104 00:15:41,766 --> 00:15:42,854 I'm from Dublin, 105 00:15:43,203 --> 00:15:44,595 and I've a great respect for your work. 106 00:15:48,512 --> 00:15:51,211 "I'm from Dublin" was wholly superfluous. 107 00:15:51,385 --> 00:15:53,039 And there would have been no harm in starting out 108 00:15:53,256 --> 00:15:54,736 with the admiration now, would there? 109 00:15:55,998 --> 00:15:57,173 No harm at all. 110 00:16:03,875 --> 00:16:06,530 You know, Mr. Beckett, 111 00:16:07,749 --> 00:16:09,272 my great shame, and how could it not be, 112 00:16:09,446 --> 00:16:11,971 is that I... don't know Greek. 113 00:16:14,582 --> 00:16:15,496 Right. 114 00:16:16,410 --> 00:16:18,890 Of course, I can handle modern Greek, 115 00:16:19,195 --> 00:16:22,807 and I have spent a great deal of time with Greeks 116 00:16:23,330 --> 00:16:26,072 of all kinds, from noblemen, down to onion sellers. 117 00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:27,725 Chiefly the latter. 118 00:16:30,293 --> 00:16:34,167 You know, I'm superstitious about Greek onion sellers. 119 00:16:35,429 --> 00:16:36,343 Aren't you? 120 00:16:38,171 --> 00:16:39,433 Well, I... 121 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:41,565 I mean, having not met one, it would be presumptuous. 122 00:16:41,739 --> 00:16:44,307 Ah, but look, you show bewilderment. 123 00:16:44,568 --> 00:16:45,787 Never show bewilderment, Beckett, 124 00:16:46,005 --> 00:16:47,397 it surrenders control. 125 00:16:47,658 --> 00:16:51,140 My point is, of course, that I do not speak Irish. 126 00:16:51,314 --> 00:16:53,490 Right. And neither do you. 127 00:16:53,664 --> 00:16:55,797 No. 128 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,845 I hope you do not think that you can learn from me... 129 00:17:02,195 --> 00:17:03,718 that you have come to seek epiphany 130 00:17:03,935 --> 00:17:06,199 at my broken altar? 131 00:17:07,156 --> 00:17:09,767 No, that... I thought... 132 00:17:11,856 --> 00:17:13,510 I wanted to make your acquaintance, 133 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:15,469 perhaps offer my services. 134 00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:17,297 Some reading, or some research. 135 00:17:17,471 --> 00:17:19,299 I know from my professors at Trinity 136 00:17:19,473 --> 00:17:20,778 that you've offered similar postings 137 00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:22,171 to students in the past. 138 00:17:22,693 --> 00:17:23,912 You know, Mr. Beckett, 139 00:17:24,086 --> 00:17:27,263 I am not the James Joyce of Ulysses. 140 00:17:28,482 --> 00:17:31,050 I am the James Joyce of failed endeavor, 141 00:17:32,225 --> 00:17:35,315 fading glory and encroaching decay. 142 00:17:36,446 --> 00:17:38,666 My head is full of pebbles, and rubbish, 143 00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:42,278 and bits of glass, and broken matches. 144 00:17:44,802 --> 00:17:47,936 Why would you wish to set out on such a dispiriting journey? 145 00:17:50,634 --> 00:17:52,375 Mr. Joyce, I'd rather watch you fail 146 00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:53,855 than anyone else succeed. 147 00:18:06,955 --> 00:18:08,043 Do not come early. 148 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,915 I am easily startled in the mornings. 149 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:44,645 Don't do it. 150 00:18:46,516 --> 00:18:47,387 What? 151 00:18:47,778 --> 00:18:48,779 Write. 152 00:18:50,999 --> 00:18:52,043 Only something I was considering. 153 00:18:52,479 --> 00:18:53,828 Ah, good! Well... 154 00:18:54,959 --> 00:18:58,049 stay there... in consideration. 155 00:18:59,834 --> 00:19:00,922 It's safe there. 156 00:19:05,970 --> 00:19:09,191 A book should not be planned out beforehand, 157 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,193 Mr. Beckett. 158 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:15,458 As one writes, the book will form itself, 159 00:19:15,632 --> 00:19:18,200 subject to, and shaped by, 160 00:19:18,374 --> 00:19:20,333 the constant emotional promptings 161 00:19:20,507 --> 00:19:21,595 of one's personality. 162 00:19:25,251 --> 00:19:28,993 In Ulysses, I wanted only to give the color 163 00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:34,085 and tone of Dublin, its hallucinatory vapors, its... 164 00:19:35,522 --> 00:19:37,045 ...tattered confusion. 165 00:19:37,872 --> 00:19:40,918 The atmosphere of its bars, its social immobility. 166 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:43,747 These could only be conveyed by the texture of... 167 00:19:43,921 --> 00:19:44,879 Dumplings. 168 00:19:48,839 --> 00:19:50,841 For supper, we shall be having dumplings. 169 00:19:52,103 --> 00:19:53,322 He is to stay? 170 00:19:53,801 --> 00:19:55,281 Lucia would like him to stay. 171 00:19:56,412 --> 00:19:57,370 Is that wise? 172 00:19:58,893 --> 00:20:00,982 Lucia would like him to stay. 173 00:20:04,855 --> 00:20:06,030 Then he shall stay. 174 00:20:10,034 --> 00:20:11,035 Thank you, sir. 175 00:20:12,123 --> 00:20:13,168 It's very kind. 176 00:20:13,908 --> 00:20:16,127 Whether indeed this is a kindness, Mr. Beckett, 177 00:20:16,302 --> 00:20:17,477 I suggest you... 178 00:20:18,782 --> 00:20:20,915 save your conclusion for another day. 179 00:20:22,743 --> 00:20:24,527 Younger Samuel: I was interested in something you said 180 00:20:24,701 --> 00:20:25,963 in The Paris Review, Mr. Joyce, 181 00:20:26,137 --> 00:20:28,488 that while life is fundamentally tragic, 182 00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:30,403 that it also must be seen as humorous. 183 00:20:30,577 --> 00:20:32,883 Ah, yes. Well, what I was clumsily aiming for there... 184 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:35,843 Do you know, the first night I met Jim, 185 00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:38,846 I mistook him for a Swedish sailor, 186 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:41,718 what with his cap and his plimsolls. 187 00:20:44,634 --> 00:20:46,506 I'm sorry, Mr. Joyce, The Paris Review... 188 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:48,377 Yeah, the object of any work of art 189 00:20:48,595 --> 00:20:50,205 is the transference of emotion... 190 00:20:50,423 --> 00:20:52,773 But when he spoke, sure I knew him at once 191 00:20:53,208 --> 00:20:55,166 to be just another Dublin jackeen 192 00:20:55,384 --> 00:20:56,864 chatting up a country girl. 193 00:20:57,081 --> 00:20:59,475 - Did you arrive in Paris alone? - Uh, I did. 194 00:20:59,997 --> 00:21:01,390 Oh. - Younger Samuel: Yeah. 195 00:21:02,391 --> 00:21:04,480 I'm sorry, Mr. Joyce, the, uh, the role of humor... 196 00:21:04,654 --> 00:21:05,916 There must be humor. 197 00:21:06,526 --> 00:21:08,832 For the disparity of what a man wants to be and what he is, 198 00:21:09,006 --> 00:21:12,445 is... no doubt laughable. 199 00:21:12,749 --> 00:21:14,447 Do you know, I wish he'd been a musician. 200 00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:16,710 I always said, 201 00:21:17,058 --> 00:21:18,755 Jim's a better singer than he is a writer. 202 00:21:18,929 --> 00:21:20,583 So sorry, would you let him finish his thought, please? 203 00:21:20,801 --> 00:21:22,063 Would you take me dancing? 204 00:21:22,759 --> 00:21:24,152 Me? 205 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:25,414 Tonight? 206 00:21:25,632 --> 00:21:27,286 Now, there's an idea. 207 00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:29,897 - I... I don't think that I... - Oh, it would be a blessing. 208 00:21:31,855 --> 00:21:32,813 Right. 209 00:21:33,509 --> 00:21:34,380 Not for you. 210 00:21:37,687 --> 00:21:40,168 Then you can return tomorrow, to work. 211 00:21:40,473 --> 00:21:42,388 Oh, but we are to dance. 212 00:21:43,432 --> 00:21:46,479 And here's me, without a stitch to wear. 213 00:23:17,874 --> 00:23:21,182 So, you're a writer? 214 00:23:22,270 --> 00:23:23,402 How did you know? 215 00:23:24,098 --> 00:23:27,841 Because you're in Paris, and because you can't dance. 216 00:23:28,102 --> 00:23:30,321 And you? 217 00:23:31,235 --> 00:23:33,542 - And me? - Younger Samuel: Yes, Lucia, 218 00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:36,327 what will you do in this paltry life of ours? 219 00:23:37,372 --> 00:23:40,070 I will dance! 220 00:23:40,897 --> 00:23:43,117 - Why not? - I'll look after you. 221 00:23:44,031 --> 00:23:45,293 Excuse me? 222 00:23:45,902 --> 00:23:49,079 Well, can you imagine my father without my mother? 223 00:23:49,950 --> 00:23:50,951 I often do. 224 00:23:51,952 --> 00:23:55,259 We must tell them, Beckett, of our plans. 225 00:23:59,786 --> 00:24:01,614 The world must know! 226 00:24:16,846 --> 00:24:18,282 Younger Samuel: Lucia is... 227 00:24:20,067 --> 00:24:22,156 Well, one might say, 228 00:24:22,330 --> 00:24:24,985 and I mean this with no pejorative intention, 229 00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:30,251 that she possesses... at least to some degree, 230 00:24:31,252 --> 00:24:32,427 a certain giddiness. 231 00:24:33,210 --> 00:24:35,212 Oh, she's mad, Beckett. 232 00:24:36,387 --> 00:24:37,476 Gloriously so. 233 00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:40,566 Right. 234 00:24:42,611 --> 00:24:44,134 I'm sorry, 235 00:24:44,308 --> 00:24:46,876 I'm not sure that I understand your usage of that term. 236 00:24:47,355 --> 00:24:49,531 My use of it is, uh, medical, Beckett. 237 00:24:49,705 --> 00:24:51,446 She is medically mad. 238 00:24:52,621 --> 00:24:54,493 - Younger Samuel: I see. - The worst kind. 239 00:24:55,581 --> 00:24:56,625 Undoubtedly. 240 00:24:57,408 --> 00:24:59,149 Her mother wants to send her off to live 241 00:24:59,323 --> 00:25:01,848 in some institution or other, but I... well, I don't know. 242 00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:03,893 Because you see, 243 00:25:04,633 --> 00:25:07,462 if she's here, then we can always send her there. 244 00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:09,246 But if she's there... 245 00:25:10,378 --> 00:25:12,598 ...then there's nowhere else to send her. 246 00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:14,687 Do you see? 247 00:25:15,165 --> 00:25:16,297 Only too clearly. 248 00:25:17,124 --> 00:25:19,605 Good, then we're squared away. 249 00:25:21,998 --> 00:25:24,435 But perhaps... and... and... I mean, with hindsight, 250 00:25:24,610 --> 00:25:26,394 perhaps you could have told me of this condition, 251 00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:27,917 before I'd agreed to escort her. 252 00:25:28,091 --> 00:25:29,484 Oh, I couldn't do that, Beckett. 253 00:25:29,658 --> 00:25:31,007 For then you wouldn't have agreed. Do you see? 254 00:25:31,617 --> 00:25:34,271 You would have run for the hills, and rightly so. 255 00:25:37,318 --> 00:25:40,060 Dumplings. For supper, we shall be having dumplings. 256 00:25:40,234 --> 00:25:43,106 I'm afraid, this evening I must reluctantly decline 257 00:25:43,324 --> 00:25:44,760 your offer of kindness. 258 00:25:45,065 --> 00:25:46,632 Oh, no, you can't! 259 00:25:46,980 --> 00:25:50,026 Lucia's expecting you to stay, and then take her dancing. 260 00:25:50,766 --> 00:25:53,203 And Lucia's not a spirit to unsettle, 261 00:25:53,726 --> 00:25:56,206 as I... I suspect you have detected. 262 00:25:57,251 --> 00:26:00,341 And we need that time, young Mr. Beckett. 263 00:26:00,515 --> 00:26:02,473 We need that blessed tranquility, 264 00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:03,736 we need it. 265 00:26:04,519 --> 00:26:06,260 So, you can have your hot supper, 266 00:26:06,434 --> 00:26:11,831 and then take Lucia dancing, or you can leave and not return. 267 00:26:13,528 --> 00:26:14,573 So, what is it now? 268 00:26:16,009 --> 00:26:17,140 Is it banishment... 269 00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:19,403 or is it dumplings? 270 00:26:23,538 --> 00:26:24,583 It is dumplings. 271 00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:28,543 It is dumplings. 272 00:26:38,814 --> 00:26:40,816 You know, Beckett, there's a... 273 00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:46,866 a curious kind of honor code... 274 00:26:47,910 --> 00:26:52,741 among men, which obliges them to assist one another 275 00:26:53,046 --> 00:26:56,092 and huddle together for protection. 276 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:58,791 The result, quite often, is that they... 277 00:27:00,401 --> 00:27:04,797 wake up the next morning sitting in the same ditch. 278 00:27:13,283 --> 00:27:14,633 Welcome to the ditch. 279 00:27:19,812 --> 00:27:26,557 ♪ I ain't got nobody ♪ 280 00:27:26,819 --> 00:27:33,129 ♪ And ain't nobody cares About me ♪ 281 00:27:33,913 --> 00:27:37,830 ♪ That's why I'm sad ♪ 282 00:27:38,004 --> 00:27:41,616 ♪ And lonely ♪ 283 00:27:43,531 --> 00:27:46,055 ♪ Won't some sweet daddy ♪ 284 00:27:46,229 --> 00:27:51,321 ♪ Take a chance with me? ♪ 285 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:56,631 ♪ I ain't ♪ 286 00:27:56,805 --> 00:28:01,680 ♪ Got nobody ♪ 287 00:28:02,942 --> 00:28:06,119 ♪ And ain't nobody care ♪ 288 00:28:06,293 --> 00:28:10,384 ♪ About poor, silly me ♪ 289 00:29:59,275 --> 00:30:00,842 You know, Beckett, I have, uh, 290 00:30:01,060 --> 00:30:02,583 found myself recently considering, 291 00:30:02,757 --> 00:30:04,237 in some depth, 292 00:30:04,411 --> 00:30:07,849 the central conflict of the writer. 293 00:30:08,676 --> 00:30:10,243 Would you like to hear my findings? 294 00:30:11,984 --> 00:30:13,072 I would, but I fear you won't be given 295 00:30:13,246 --> 00:30:14,421 the time to tell me. 296 00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:16,989 The important thing... 297 00:30:18,468 --> 00:30:21,515 is not what we write, but how we write. 298 00:30:22,995 --> 00:30:25,214 We must write dangerously, Beckett. 299 00:30:26,912 --> 00:30:29,044 What is imaginative is the contrary 300 00:30:29,218 --> 00:30:31,351 to all that is concise and clear. 301 00:30:32,265 --> 00:30:33,962 Most people's lives are made up of jugs, 302 00:30:34,136 --> 00:30:36,138 and pots, and plates, backstreets, 303 00:30:36,312 --> 00:30:39,446 and blousy living rooms, inhabited by blousy women... 304 00:30:40,926 --> 00:30:43,754 and a thousand daily sordid incidents 305 00:30:43,929 --> 00:30:45,800 that seep into our minds, 306 00:30:45,974 --> 00:30:48,455 no matter how we strive to keep them out. 307 00:30:51,066 --> 00:30:52,981 These are the furniture of our lives. 308 00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:57,246 The greatest secret of them all, Beckett... 309 00:30:58,987 --> 00:31:00,859 ...the biggest key to the biggest door... 310 00:31:01,033 --> 00:31:02,208 It's time. 311 00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:06,081 Yes, it is. It is time. - For fuck's sake. 312 00:31:06,255 --> 00:31:09,650 - What? What is it? - Father, go easy on him. 313 00:31:09,824 --> 00:31:11,565 Don't drag him over the coals. 314 00:31:11,739 --> 00:31:14,524 He will not. He will support the endeavor, as I do. 315 00:31:14,698 --> 00:31:17,353 This is the most wonderful moment of my life! 316 00:31:17,527 --> 00:31:18,615 What is? 317 00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:20,095 Our engagement. 318 00:31:26,014 --> 00:31:27,146 This is the end. 319 00:31:28,408 --> 00:31:29,539 Oh, Christ. 320 00:31:30,453 --> 00:31:32,194 I'm sorry, but this is the end of it. 321 00:31:33,152 --> 00:31:34,283 Would it be so bad? 322 00:31:34,588 --> 00:31:35,719 So bad? 323 00:31:36,198 --> 00:31:38,418 Mother, this is cause for jubilation! 324 00:31:38,635 --> 00:31:41,029 No, Lucia, this is cause for revelation. 325 00:31:42,770 --> 00:31:45,860 Shall we move to dessert? I've risked a trifle. 326 00:31:46,469 --> 00:31:48,036 Younger Samuel: I've offered you companionship 327 00:31:48,210 --> 00:31:51,039 these past few months as a kindness and as a favor... 328 00:31:52,345 --> 00:31:54,260 but it's not what you think it is, Lucia. 329 00:31:54,521 --> 00:31:56,697 And that's troubled me greatly, because I always assumed 330 00:31:56,871 --> 00:31:58,220 that it would lead to this outcome. 331 00:31:58,438 --> 00:32:01,223 And... now, here we are. 332 00:32:03,660 --> 00:32:07,360 I am sorry, Lucia... for my part. 333 00:32:14,149 --> 00:32:15,107 Was this you, Mother? 334 00:32:17,892 --> 00:32:21,940 We simply encouraged the... Well, I mean, there is a... 335 00:32:22,549 --> 00:32:23,811 there is a wonderful bond. 336 00:32:25,117 --> 00:32:26,770 I mean, you are bonded, are you not? 337 00:32:30,122 --> 00:32:31,253 There is a bond. 338 00:32:31,688 --> 00:32:33,429 There's more of an unhappy welding. 339 00:33:10,858 --> 00:33:12,903 They took her away soon after that. 340 00:33:14,383 --> 00:33:15,819 Inner Sam: How could they not? 341 00:33:17,691 --> 00:33:20,259 I could help her with the money... 342 00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:23,610 pay for her... care. 343 00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:27,831 She's been in the same asylum for 32 years. 344 00:33:28,615 --> 00:33:30,747 You must have a great impression of yourself 345 00:33:30,965 --> 00:33:35,100 that you can take the blame for 32 years and counting. 346 00:33:37,189 --> 00:33:40,583 She hung over us, Joyce and I. 347 00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:44,544 Every conversation, from that day on, there she was. 348 00:33:44,718 --> 00:33:46,415 Dancing behind the words. 349 00:33:46,807 --> 00:33:49,766 Don't you think that applies to all his conversations, 350 00:33:49,984 --> 00:33:52,204 all his words? She was his daughter. 351 00:33:52,421 --> 00:33:55,424 He never forgave me. 352 00:33:55,772 --> 00:33:58,340 Oh, he told you he forgave you. 353 00:33:59,907 --> 00:34:02,692 No, he had his revenge. 354 00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:05,652 We'll come to that. 355 00:34:06,914 --> 00:34:09,612 So who deserves this prize money? 356 00:34:12,267 --> 00:34:14,226 Do we have to go on with this? 357 00:34:14,704 --> 00:34:16,489 You were the one who started it. 358 00:34:17,098 --> 00:34:18,926 I'm ill with regret. 359 00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:21,537 You mean Suzanne? 360 00:34:21,929 --> 00:34:23,104 No, no, not yet. 361 00:34:25,715 --> 00:34:26,716 Alfred? 362 00:34:31,547 --> 00:34:32,505 Alfy. 363 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:39,077 Alfy. 364 00:34:39,381 --> 00:34:42,167 Do not use Alfy to sneak in Suzanne. 365 00:34:43,211 --> 00:34:45,257 You have my word, I promise. 366 00:35:33,827 --> 00:35:34,828 Good. 367 00:35:37,265 --> 00:35:38,223 Keep going. 368 00:35:53,238 --> 00:35:54,891 He'll never forgive me, Alfy. 369 00:35:58,591 --> 00:36:00,854 Do you think he would let us translate his work 370 00:36:01,028 --> 00:36:02,551 if you weren't already forgiven? 371 00:36:04,945 --> 00:36:07,513 I think he'd find such simplicity insulting. 372 00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:20,656 Thank you, thank you. 373 00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:24,573 I speak not just for the publishing house, 374 00:36:24,791 --> 00:36:28,621 but for Mr. Joyce himself, when I say that this work 375 00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:31,493 is a masterpiece of modern translation. 376 00:36:32,059 --> 00:36:34,148 First, we must thank two students, 377 00:36:34,322 --> 00:36:36,455 Samuel Beckett and Alfred Péron, 378 00:36:36,629 --> 00:36:39,371 for a valiant first attempt. 379 00:36:39,588 --> 00:36:41,547 A what? - Here we go. 380 00:36:41,721 --> 00:36:43,549 Which was then so expertly corrected 381 00:36:43,723 --> 00:36:45,028 by our translators, 382 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,292 Paul Léon, Ivan Gul, and... 383 00:36:47,466 --> 00:36:49,555 - Who the fuck are they? - ...of course, Mr. Joyce himself. 384 00:36:49,729 --> 00:36:51,121 Revenge. 385 00:36:51,339 --> 00:36:52,514 Welcome, Paul. 386 00:36:58,607 --> 00:37:00,479 We were working with gold. 387 00:37:01,741 --> 00:37:05,223 All we had to do was polish it. But let us be clear... 388 00:37:05,397 --> 00:37:07,094 - Why? - ...this was not work. 389 00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:08,443 Because she's in an asylum now. 390 00:37:08,617 --> 00:37:09,836 This was the greatest fortune... 391 00:37:10,010 --> 00:37:11,272 And you must be punished for that? 392 00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:13,100 ...we could have ever been granted. 393 00:37:13,666 --> 00:37:14,971 And I must be punished for that? 394 00:37:15,145 --> 00:37:16,625 To learn at the feet of a master. 395 00:37:16,799 --> 00:37:20,281 I'm sorry, Alfy, you're collateral damage. 396 00:37:20,455 --> 00:37:24,938 ...literary jewels, and to turn them to catch the light. 397 00:37:25,678 --> 00:37:26,940 What shall we do? 398 00:37:27,157 --> 00:37:28,855 We shall drink. 399 00:37:29,203 --> 00:37:30,291 Yes. 400 00:37:30,465 --> 00:37:31,640 - For a long time. - Forever. 401 00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:34,687 We should certainly give it a go. 402 00:37:49,005 --> 00:37:51,878 Well, Alfy, we gave it a go. 403 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:56,099 Let me leave, while dignity still remains a possibility. 404 00:37:56,535 --> 00:37:57,405 Nah. 405 00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:02,367 Good evening, Sam. 406 00:38:05,195 --> 00:38:06,806 Lucky for Stalin, we're drunk. 407 00:38:07,023 --> 00:38:09,809 You've come to take him away... 408 00:38:11,463 --> 00:38:14,204 to drag my friend from a life of possibility 409 00:38:14,553 --> 00:38:16,903 to the eternal drudgery of commitment. 410 00:38:18,905 --> 00:38:20,950 No, Sam, we came to join you. 411 00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:24,258 It is Suzanne from the tennis. 412 00:38:27,957 --> 00:38:28,915 Hello, Sam. 413 00:38:30,612 --> 00:38:34,616 You've come to capture me, to add me to your tribe. 414 00:38:35,356 --> 00:38:37,402 What makes you think that I want to capture you? 415 00:38:44,496 --> 00:38:46,193 Then let us both avoid the trap. 416 00:39:12,175 --> 00:39:17,355 Hey. Hey, mon cheri. 417 00:39:18,181 --> 00:39:19,226 Hey. 418 00:39:19,487 --> 00:39:22,534 Hey, Irish, you want a girl? 419 00:39:22,969 --> 00:39:24,187 Hey. 420 00:39:24,753 --> 00:39:27,234 Prudent, your stamina for this exchange is remarkable, 421 00:39:27,408 --> 00:39:28,670 but I would never want... 422 00:39:31,978 --> 00:39:33,240 Why? 423 00:40:21,723 --> 00:40:22,811 Suzanne. 424 00:40:27,033 --> 00:40:28,034 Yes. 425 00:40:28,643 --> 00:40:29,905 Younger Suzanne: From the tennis. 426 00:40:32,038 --> 00:40:33,300 Yes. 427 00:40:35,215 --> 00:40:36,825 So, they gave you a private room. 428 00:40:37,565 --> 00:40:38,610 Younger Samuel: Joyce. 429 00:40:39,741 --> 00:40:42,222 You know, you shouldn't let a man be your keeper. 430 00:40:42,875 --> 00:40:44,920 Younger Samuel: Thank you for your advice. 431 00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:47,445 No, this is not advice. 432 00:40:48,750 --> 00:40:50,143 This is instruction. 433 00:40:51,579 --> 00:40:55,017 And... if this is to happen, 434 00:40:55,714 --> 00:40:57,411 I suggest that you grow accustomed 435 00:40:57,585 --> 00:40:59,152 to taking my instruction. 436 00:40:59,892 --> 00:41:01,154 If what is to happen? 437 00:41:06,115 --> 00:41:07,247 Such coyness. 438 00:41:09,815 --> 00:41:11,425 You do not like attraction. 439 00:41:13,079 --> 00:41:14,210 And neither do I. 440 00:41:16,256 --> 00:41:18,606 Younger Suzanne: So, I think that this side of it 441 00:41:19,041 --> 00:41:20,303 will be agreeable. 442 00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:24,786 But more importantly, I... 443 00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:27,572 Oui? 444 00:41:27,746 --> 00:41:29,617 Younger Suzanne: 445 00:41:30,009 --> 00:41:31,314 Bien sûr, madame. 446 00:41:35,884 --> 00:41:37,451 Younger Suzanne: I brought you this. 447 00:41:39,061 --> 00:41:40,280 It's Calvados. 448 00:41:43,283 --> 00:41:45,894 Samuel, you should write about this... 449 00:41:47,592 --> 00:41:49,332 because it feels like an experience 450 00:41:50,029 --> 00:41:51,334 a writer should explore. 451 00:41:52,118 --> 00:41:54,947 Especially one like you, with your great love of death. 452 00:41:58,603 --> 00:41:59,865 I did read your book. 453 00:42:00,605 --> 00:42:02,694 Well, you were in exclusive company. 454 00:42:03,129 --> 00:42:05,000 No, I must speak to your publisher 455 00:42:05,174 --> 00:42:07,176 about why I had to work so hard to find it. 456 00:42:27,980 --> 00:42:29,329 What's more important? 457 00:42:30,635 --> 00:42:33,333 You said there is something more important than attraction. 458 00:42:34,247 --> 00:42:35,248 What is it? 459 00:42:39,818 --> 00:42:40,906 Well... 460 00:42:43,038 --> 00:42:44,605 you have a great talent... 461 00:42:46,302 --> 00:42:48,348 and I don't think that you should waste it. 462 00:42:50,437 --> 00:42:51,481 In fact... 463 00:42:53,353 --> 00:42:55,616 I think that you would benefit from a companion 464 00:42:55,790 --> 00:42:57,705 who would stop you from doing so. 465 00:42:59,881 --> 00:43:02,536 And I think I would benefit from being that companion. 466 00:43:08,716 --> 00:43:09,717 Hmm. 467 00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:19,553 Well... 468 00:43:26,255 --> 00:43:27,169 Um... 469 00:43:28,127 --> 00:43:30,651 I will return tomorrow, if you'd like me to? 470 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:39,573 Yes, you will return tomorrow. 471 00:44:42,070 --> 00:44:43,550 It is an unlikely match. 472 00:44:45,421 --> 00:44:46,509 It's not a match. 473 00:44:46,988 --> 00:44:48,773 She is so serious. And you? 474 00:44:48,947 --> 00:44:50,383 Well, you were stabbed by a pimp. 475 00:44:50,688 --> 00:44:52,385 I was a winged bird, Alfy, 476 00:44:53,168 --> 00:44:55,431 and she came to me with a box of straw. 477 00:44:57,651 --> 00:44:59,871 Well, I'm sure you can fit in one more. 478 00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:01,742 Tone. 479 00:45:02,569 --> 00:45:04,397 You and your archaic monogamy. 480 00:45:04,658 --> 00:45:06,965 It brings rewards beyond the carnal, Samuel. 481 00:45:07,879 --> 00:45:09,619 It is a higher state of being. 482 00:45:10,359 --> 00:45:12,318 Well, maybe someday I'll clamber up from the dirt 483 00:45:12,492 --> 00:45:14,407 and join on you in that higher state. 484 00:45:16,322 --> 00:45:18,106 Perhaps with Suzanne from the tennis. 485 00:45:18,759 --> 00:45:19,717 No. 486 00:45:21,893 --> 00:45:23,590 The hand will not be overbid. 487 00:46:01,671 --> 00:46:02,760 Younger Samuel: Are you safe? 488 00:46:04,500 --> 00:46:05,937 Safer than most Jews. 489 00:46:12,552 --> 00:46:13,509 And you? 490 00:46:16,948 --> 00:46:18,688 As long as Ireland stays neutral. 491 00:46:20,038 --> 00:46:23,476 And you, Sam? Will you be staying neutral? 492 00:46:25,217 --> 00:46:26,174 You've joined. 493 00:46:29,351 --> 00:46:30,178 I have joined. 494 00:46:31,789 --> 00:46:34,879 Well... you're a soldier now. 495 00:46:39,187 --> 00:46:41,102 And they do not just need soldiers. 496 00:46:41,929 --> 00:46:42,843 Lucky for you. 497 00:46:43,235 --> 00:46:44,323 Lucky for us. 498 00:46:49,458 --> 00:46:50,459 Take me to them. 499 00:46:55,595 --> 00:46:56,552 Sam. 500 00:47:01,079 --> 00:47:02,820 You should speak to Suzanne first. 501 00:47:05,518 --> 00:47:06,475 I don't need to. 502 00:47:09,174 --> 00:47:10,218 We are one... 503 00:47:11,089 --> 00:47:12,220 she and I. 504 00:47:14,744 --> 00:47:15,745 Poor Suzanne. 505 00:47:16,137 --> 00:47:18,836 Poor Suzanne. 506 00:47:54,001 --> 00:47:55,873 I cannot let him join without me. 507 00:48:54,018 --> 00:48:54,975 What now? 508 00:48:56,324 --> 00:48:57,325 We write. 509 00:48:59,849 --> 00:49:02,069 Troop movements from all over France. 510 00:49:02,243 --> 00:49:04,506 Tips from farmers, postal workers, 511 00:49:04,724 --> 00:49:07,335 anyone allowed to travel, they all come through to us, 512 00:49:07,683 --> 00:49:08,815 God knows how. 513 00:49:08,989 --> 00:49:10,382 And then we work through them. 514 00:49:10,686 --> 00:49:13,298 We correlate, cross-reference. 515 00:49:13,820 --> 00:49:15,909 We need two sources, or it doesn't count. 516 00:49:16,214 --> 00:49:19,043 And then we put it all together, and we write our story. 517 00:49:20,609 --> 00:49:21,697 Take a photograph. 518 00:49:22,437 --> 00:49:24,657 And, once a week, the film is sent to Britain. 519 00:49:25,223 --> 00:49:26,746 And how does it get to the Brits? 520 00:49:29,314 --> 00:49:30,663 I only know how it leaves here. 521 00:49:31,838 --> 00:49:35,450 You will like that part, just you wait. 522 00:49:55,818 --> 00:49:56,819 This. 523 00:49:59,474 --> 00:50:00,388 You see? 524 00:50:03,174 --> 00:50:04,653 Yeah, this part. 525 00:50:04,871 --> 00:50:06,351 I can do it? Okay, thank you, that's very kind. 526 00:50:25,631 --> 00:50:29,678 Metaphors, Alfy. Metaphors... 527 00:50:40,211 --> 00:50:41,038 Hmm. 528 00:51:01,841 --> 00:51:04,626 They have taken Alfy. They are taking everyone. 529 00:51:04,974 --> 00:51:06,019 Who? 530 00:51:06,672 --> 00:51:07,803 [whispers] Gestapo! 531 00:51:08,935 --> 00:51:10,110 Go, go! 532 00:52:13,434 --> 00:52:15,088 The train is cancelled, rain at Poitiers. 533 00:52:22,965 --> 00:52:24,793 The train is cancelled, rain at Poitiers. 534 00:52:30,625 --> 00:52:31,539 Sam! 535 00:52:47,773 --> 00:52:49,470 The train is cancelled, rain at Poitiers. 536 00:53:03,571 --> 00:53:05,051 The train is cancelled, rain at Poitiers. 537 00:53:14,626 --> 00:53:16,497 Younger Suzanne: Sam! 538 00:53:16,671 --> 00:53:17,803 Younger Suzanne: Sam, now! 539 00:56:20,159 --> 00:56:21,378 Why are you happy? 540 00:56:25,947 --> 00:56:27,862 We spend our days scratching through the dirt 541 00:56:28,036 --> 00:56:29,386 in hope of a potato, 542 00:56:29,560 --> 00:56:31,605 while Europe falls around us, and yet... 543 00:56:32,737 --> 00:56:33,607 you're happy. 544 00:56:34,826 --> 00:56:36,958 I mean, being here could be many things, Sam. 545 00:56:38,351 --> 00:56:40,875 Of course, there's the war, the fear... 546 00:56:43,269 --> 00:56:44,401 But not for me. 547 00:56:46,098 --> 00:56:48,274 Because, you see, for me, it's just you and I together 548 00:56:48,448 --> 00:56:49,710 that stepped away from life. 549 00:56:51,016 --> 00:56:52,496 There's no one who can get to you 550 00:56:52,670 --> 00:56:53,714 or take you away. 551 00:56:55,455 --> 00:56:57,152 And being trapped here with you... 552 00:56:58,806 --> 00:57:01,200 it's a happiness I have never known before, 553 00:57:02,114 --> 00:57:03,942 and I will likely never know again. 554 00:57:10,209 --> 00:57:11,863 You know, I think you could probably leave the pot 555 00:57:12,037 --> 00:57:13,255 for a little while. 556 00:57:13,865 --> 00:57:15,388 Just for a little while. 557 00:57:15,693 --> 00:57:17,303 You should take that as a compliment. 558 00:57:20,393 --> 00:57:23,396 How far we have to fall for you to risk a compliment. 559 00:57:24,832 --> 00:57:26,443 Well, let us fall further still. 560 00:57:54,035 --> 00:57:55,036 Younger Suzanne: Sam. 561 00:57:55,776 --> 00:57:57,648 Are you thinking of Alfy again? 562 00:57:59,824 --> 00:58:01,303 Do you think he's still alive? 563 00:58:06,700 --> 00:58:08,093 He stays alive in you. 564 00:58:12,271 --> 00:58:13,490 Resistance Soldier: 565 00:58:19,278 --> 00:58:20,497 Well, go on then... 566 00:58:21,759 --> 00:58:22,977 my brave soldier. 567 00:58:24,936 --> 00:58:26,503 You know they've given me a gun now? 568 00:58:37,209 --> 00:58:38,210 I love you. 569 00:58:41,909 --> 00:58:42,867 I love you. 570 01:01:18,283 --> 01:01:20,415 Oh, what a hero. 571 01:01:23,549 --> 01:01:26,944 Like a Boy Scout, with a toy gun in the wet grass, 572 01:01:27,771 --> 01:01:29,120 waiting for Nazis, 573 01:01:29,294 --> 01:01:31,470 who didn't have the decency to show up. 574 01:01:31,818 --> 01:01:34,647 They gave you the Croix de Guerre. 575 01:01:34,821 --> 01:01:36,997 Oh, they give you that for staying alive. 576 01:01:38,956 --> 01:01:42,002 Is that your guilt, that you stayed alive? 577 01:01:42,220 --> 01:01:43,221 It was me. 578 01:01:45,353 --> 01:01:49,880 I was the one who filled Alfy's head full of... nonsense, 579 01:01:50,054 --> 01:01:52,926 of dreams, and... and... and rainbows, 580 01:01:53,535 --> 01:01:55,320 and... and Baudelaire. 581 01:01:55,668 --> 01:01:57,975 But you were the one staring at the stars. 582 01:01:58,366 --> 01:02:00,804 Because I knew he'd be staring at the same ones. 583 01:02:01,152 --> 01:02:03,328 Even in that horrible place, 584 01:02:03,632 --> 01:02:05,852 they couldn't turn off the stars. 585 01:02:06,766 --> 01:02:08,159 And what did I do? 586 01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:11,945 I went home to a warm bed, a warm woman, while he... 587 01:02:12,424 --> 01:02:13,468 He... 588 01:02:20,258 --> 01:02:21,172 Hmm. 589 01:02:22,564 --> 01:02:25,176 You know that, in the camp... 590 01:02:26,177 --> 01:02:29,049 they said that he sang to the others. 591 01:02:29,354 --> 01:02:32,313 Oh, that's just... fairy tales 592 01:02:32,487 --> 01:02:34,315 that we tell each other about death. 593 01:02:34,489 --> 01:02:35,882 Inner Sam: But you used that... 594 01:02:36,927 --> 01:02:38,493 in Waiting for Godot. 595 01:02:38,755 --> 01:02:42,802 You used your worst fears about Alfy in your own work. 596 01:02:43,194 --> 01:02:47,589 I... I... I thought it might resolve something in... 597 01:02:48,068 --> 01:02:49,330 How could it? 598 01:02:56,163 --> 01:02:58,775 You know, there are some men 599 01:02:59,253 --> 01:03:01,342 who need to believe in a better world, 600 01:03:01,516 --> 01:03:04,215 just like you need to believe in a world that's worse. 601 01:03:05,259 --> 01:03:07,348 Who betrayed us to the Germans? 602 01:03:08,436 --> 01:03:12,092 Who sent Alfy to that horrible place? 603 01:03:13,093 --> 01:03:14,225 It was the priest. 604 01:03:14,703 --> 01:03:16,053 Of course, it was. 605 01:03:16,531 --> 01:03:17,837 Oh... 606 01:03:18,055 --> 01:03:21,754 And to think that I mislaid my faith. 607 01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:25,845 At least Alfy would have enjoyed that. 608 01:03:26,715 --> 01:03:27,978 Inner Sam: Listen to me. 609 01:03:28,500 --> 01:03:31,720 You cannot blame yourself for the war. 610 01:03:32,199 --> 01:03:34,114 Oh, I can try. 611 01:03:34,288 --> 01:03:35,724 No. Alfy's been dead. 612 01:03:35,899 --> 01:03:37,509 He's been dead for a very long time, 613 01:03:37,683 --> 01:03:40,251 and he does not need your money. 614 01:03:42,166 --> 01:03:42,993 Now... 615 01:03:44,472 --> 01:03:45,343 it's time. 616 01:03:46,387 --> 01:03:47,432 Suzanne. 617 01:03:48,346 --> 01:03:49,347 Properly. 618 01:03:52,872 --> 01:03:53,830 Can... 619 01:03:54,743 --> 01:03:56,006 can she come alone? 620 01:03:58,791 --> 01:03:59,661 No. 621 01:04:13,414 --> 01:04:14,372 Sam? 622 01:04:18,637 --> 01:04:19,551 Sam... 623 01:04:20,639 --> 01:04:21,814 you must go now. 624 01:04:23,729 --> 01:04:25,383 Itinerary and tickets. 625 01:04:25,862 --> 01:04:28,516 Don't sign anything without speaking to me first. 626 01:04:30,127 --> 01:04:31,868 And don't drink before the meeting. 627 01:04:35,393 --> 01:04:38,962 Do you really think the BBC will want to do this? 628 01:04:40,311 --> 01:04:41,312 Yes! 629 01:04:42,487 --> 01:04:44,489 They would not want to meet you if they did not. 630 01:04:45,925 --> 01:04:46,883 But... 631 01:04:47,927 --> 01:04:49,755 you like it, don't you? 632 01:04:50,538 --> 01:04:51,713 Yes, I do. 633 01:05:27,793 --> 01:05:28,881 Sam? 634 01:05:31,623 --> 01:05:32,667 I love you. 635 01:05:37,150 --> 01:05:38,282 I love you, too. 636 01:06:14,231 --> 01:06:15,493 Hello, sir. How can I help? 637 01:06:15,667 --> 01:06:17,016 Barbara Bray, please. 638 01:06:17,190 --> 01:06:18,670 Okay. Take a seat, please. 639 01:06:35,643 --> 01:06:36,557 Mr. Beckett? 640 01:06:37,471 --> 01:06:39,821 I'm Barbara Bray from the Drama Department. 641 01:06:40,518 --> 01:06:41,388 Sam. 642 01:06:42,302 --> 01:06:44,652 What a bloody miserable day, hmm? 643 01:06:45,914 --> 01:06:48,221 Well then, Sam, if, um, 644 01:06:48,526 --> 01:06:51,094 if I were to sneak you up to the BBC bar for a whiskey... 645 01:06:52,182 --> 01:06:55,054 and tell you everything I love about your work, 646 01:06:55,228 --> 01:06:57,317 and beg you to bestow it upon us, 647 01:06:58,144 --> 01:07:01,191 would that cause you to turn all Irish and bashful? 648 01:07:02,018 --> 01:07:03,236 That would depend on the whiskey. 649 01:07:07,284 --> 01:07:09,068 Well, this way. 650 01:07:17,859 --> 01:07:18,860 After you. 651 01:08:13,176 --> 01:08:15,134 So, they want the rights? 652 01:08:17,876 --> 01:08:18,746 Yes. 653 01:08:19,660 --> 01:08:20,618 Good. 654 01:08:21,923 --> 01:08:23,708 We'll do a separate deal with the BBC 655 01:08:23,882 --> 01:08:25,057 for the translation. 656 01:08:27,929 --> 01:08:29,801 You must keep writing in French, Sam. 657 01:08:30,541 --> 01:08:31,759 We get paid twice. 658 01:08:32,804 --> 01:08:33,631 Hmm. 659 01:08:37,417 --> 01:08:38,288 Please... 660 01:08:39,245 --> 01:08:41,639 tell me you did not offer him a translation? 661 01:08:52,171 --> 01:08:53,129 Her. 662 01:09:04,444 --> 01:09:05,489 She will pay. 663 01:09:08,970 --> 01:09:10,146 For the translation. 664 01:09:11,321 --> 01:09:12,191 Yes. 665 01:09:15,716 --> 01:09:16,717 She... 666 01:09:17,283 --> 01:09:18,893 she'll pay for the translation. 667 01:10:06,985 --> 01:10:08,247 Nothing happens. 668 01:10:08,639 --> 01:10:10,815 Twice. Nothing happens, twice. 669 01:10:11,468 --> 01:10:13,121 Don't short-change me. 670 01:10:13,296 --> 01:10:15,950 It is maddening! 671 01:10:17,125 --> 01:10:18,214 I hope so. 672 01:10:21,042 --> 01:10:22,348 It is a masterpiece. 673 01:10:24,132 --> 01:10:25,090 God... 674 01:10:26,265 --> 01:10:27,266 I hope not. 675 01:10:29,877 --> 01:10:34,708 What is this place, this wasteland where they wait? 676 01:10:36,232 --> 01:10:37,972 It's... 677 01:10:39,583 --> 01:10:44,675 it's the place we all go to, when life drives us there. 678 01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:50,855 I should probably tell you that I'm moving. 679 01:10:51,464 --> 01:10:52,813 Hmm. - Hmm. 680 01:10:54,293 --> 01:10:55,729 And I should certainly tell you 681 01:10:55,903 --> 01:10:57,296 that I'm moving to Paris. 682 01:11:10,396 --> 01:11:11,658 No joy without pain. 683 01:11:11,832 --> 01:11:12,833 Indeed not. 684 01:11:13,965 --> 01:11:15,793 Quite the conundrum. 685 01:11:15,967 --> 01:11:16,837 Mm-hmm. 686 01:11:18,709 --> 01:11:20,885 So, what do you do? 687 01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:25,846 What does escape look like at that time, 688 01:11:26,282 --> 01:11:27,457 to a man like you? 689 01:12:37,875 --> 01:12:38,876 Why? 690 01:12:43,620 --> 01:12:44,664 Because... 691 01:12:50,322 --> 01:12:51,976 Because I want her to have the royalties 692 01:12:52,150 --> 01:12:53,630 of my work after I die, 693 01:12:54,195 --> 01:12:55,501 and she deserves it. 694 01:12:56,589 --> 01:12:58,852 She gave me the best days of her life. 695 01:12:59,244 --> 01:13:01,159 She was the one who said, "Keep writing," 696 01:13:01,333 --> 01:13:03,509 when everybody else said, "Stop." 697 01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:10,603 But all you are doing is moving pain between us. 698 01:13:11,691 --> 01:13:14,390 No, you are who you are, 699 01:13:15,129 --> 01:13:16,696 and she is who she is. 700 01:13:18,568 --> 01:13:19,482 So... 701 01:13:20,787 --> 01:13:22,093 I'm in Paris... 702 01:13:23,660 --> 01:13:25,096 and nothing has changed? 703 01:13:26,837 --> 01:13:29,753 You're in Paris and nothing has changed. 704 01:13:46,552 --> 01:13:47,858 So, uh... 705 01:13:49,033 --> 01:13:50,687 they want to produce the play. 706 01:13:51,470 --> 01:13:54,430 In London and Germany and... 707 01:13:55,431 --> 01:13:56,301 No. 708 01:13:58,912 --> 01:14:00,566 I know you don't like the play. 709 01:14:01,219 --> 01:14:02,394 I haven't read it. 710 01:14:03,047 --> 01:14:04,527 - Oh, really? - No. 711 01:14:04,701 --> 01:14:06,485 If you haven't read it, why... 712 01:14:06,659 --> 01:14:09,488 Germany, London? It's too much, Sam. 713 01:14:09,836 --> 01:14:12,186 They said it's really good. Yes, it's good. 714 01:14:12,665 --> 01:14:13,623 You know why? 715 01:14:26,287 --> 01:14:29,856 It's too much, Sam. It's all getting too much! 716 01:14:35,862 --> 01:14:38,299 "When he came again, we had it out." 717 01:14:39,823 --> 01:14:42,129 "He went on about why he had to tell her, 718 01:14:42,434 --> 01:14:43,740 too risky and so on." 719 01:14:45,219 --> 01:14:46,960 "That meant he'd gone back to her... 720 01:14:48,614 --> 01:14:50,007 back to that." 721 01:14:52,618 --> 01:14:53,750 This is about us. 722 01:14:54,446 --> 01:14:55,708 How could it not be? 723 01:14:59,103 --> 01:15:01,366 - Has she read it? - Yes. 724 01:15:02,062 --> 01:15:03,411 And what she did she say? 725 01:15:04,587 --> 01:15:05,849 That she hadn't read it. 726 01:15:10,027 --> 01:15:12,290 She can't hide from this forever. 727 01:15:13,030 --> 01:15:15,119 I wish she could. 728 01:15:18,688 --> 01:15:20,472 I shall review it for The Observer. 729 01:15:21,342 --> 01:15:24,563 Is there no end to your sinning? 730 01:15:26,260 --> 01:15:29,525 No, we passed that a long time ago. 731 01:15:31,004 --> 01:15:33,006 When he came again, we had it out. I felt like death. 732 01:15:33,180 --> 01:15:34,660 He went on about why he had to tell her, 733 01:15:34,834 --> 01:15:36,053 too risky and so on. 734 01:15:36,532 --> 01:15:38,055 That meant he had gone back to her, back to that. 735 01:15:38,229 --> 01:15:39,535 Pudding face, puffy, spots, blubber mouth, jowls, 736 01:15:39,709 --> 01:15:41,145 no neck, dugs you could... 737 01:15:42,059 --> 01:15:43,495 Actress 2: He went on and on. I could hear a mower, an old hand mower. 738 01:15:43,669 --> 01:15:44,931 I stopped him and said that whatever I might feel, 739 01:15:45,105 --> 01:15:46,454 I had no silly threats to offer, 740 01:15:46,629 --> 01:15:48,108 but not much stomach for her leavings either. 741 01:15:48,282 --> 01:15:49,457 He thought that over for a bit. 742 01:15:49,632 --> 01:15:51,155 Calves like a flunkey. 743 01:15:51,372 --> 01:15:52,548 When I saw her again, she knew she was looking... 744 01:15:52,722 --> 01:15:53,940 ...wretched. 745 01:15:54,114 --> 01:15:56,813 Pardon. 746 01:16:20,358 --> 01:16:21,359 Well? 747 01:16:21,707 --> 01:16:24,536 Were the words not humiliation enough, 748 01:16:25,015 --> 01:16:27,365 that you had to also put me in a pot? 749 01:16:27,800 --> 01:16:29,106 It's an urn. 750 01:16:30,498 --> 01:16:34,328 That is your defense, Sam, that it is an urn? 751 01:16:36,156 --> 01:16:38,855 Sorry, but I have to write what I s-- 752 01:16:42,249 --> 01:16:44,556 - This is, uh... - The other pot. 753 01:16:48,299 --> 01:16:49,387 I, um... 754 01:16:50,954 --> 01:16:52,520 I thought it was very brave. 755 01:16:52,738 --> 01:16:54,174 Thank you. 756 01:16:54,348 --> 01:16:56,568 It could not possibly have been more cowardly. 757 01:17:02,139 --> 01:17:03,314 Thank you for coming. 758 01:17:05,055 --> 01:17:07,448 Please, be kind in your review. 759 01:17:07,971 --> 01:17:10,277 We have a tax bill to settle in November. 760 01:17:14,151 --> 01:17:17,154 Well... it was very nice to meet you. 761 01:17:18,111 --> 01:17:19,286 Don't be absurd. 762 01:17:26,380 --> 01:17:27,381 Good evening. 763 01:17:30,820 --> 01:17:33,300 She... she shouldn't have come. 764 01:17:34,824 --> 01:17:35,868 Sorry about that. 765 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:37,914 It is not her. 766 01:17:38,871 --> 01:17:39,785 It is them. 767 01:17:40,046 --> 01:17:41,004 What do you mean? 768 01:17:42,005 --> 01:17:43,397 There are so many of them. 769 01:17:43,746 --> 01:17:46,574 Publishers, theater agents, journalists. 770 01:17:47,663 --> 01:17:49,969 They are talking about you as if they know you, 771 01:17:50,491 --> 01:17:51,579 as if they own you. 772 01:17:51,797 --> 01:17:53,190 Isn't that what we wanted, 773 01:17:53,364 --> 01:17:55,409 after all these years, after all the struggle? 774 01:17:56,019 --> 01:17:57,281 All... all the years of you, 775 01:17:57,455 --> 01:17:58,935 running from publisher to publisher, 776 01:17:59,109 --> 01:18:02,068 living like hermits. The denial, the sacrifice. 777 01:18:02,242 --> 01:18:03,548 - Isn't the... - Mr. Beckett? 778 01:18:04,070 --> 01:18:06,246 It's a masterpiece, you're a genius. 779 01:18:06,943 --> 01:18:08,684 - Thank you. - Thank you so much. 780 01:18:10,860 --> 01:18:12,470 - So... - All the years of sacrifice, 781 01:18:12,644 --> 01:18:13,689 of struggle. 782 01:18:14,037 --> 01:18:16,648 This is what we wanted. We need them. 783 01:18:17,475 --> 01:18:20,347 But you have them. So, you don't need me. 784 01:18:21,348 --> 01:18:23,437 Oh, so you want us to stay in obscurity? 785 01:18:23,611 --> 01:18:25,352 You don't want us to have success? 786 01:18:25,526 --> 01:18:29,052 You want us to be scratching in the mud for potatoes again? 787 01:18:29,661 --> 01:18:32,446 You and I, Sam, we're not made for victory. 788 01:18:32,708 --> 01:18:33,926 We won't survive it. 789 01:18:36,320 --> 01:18:38,583 The fight? We need to fight. 790 01:18:39,192 --> 01:18:42,326 So, let us retreat from these people, from victory. 791 01:18:43,588 --> 01:18:44,632 Please... 792 01:18:45,372 --> 01:18:46,591 don't let us win. 793 01:19:03,477 --> 01:19:05,479 King Gustaf: The Nobel Prize for Literature 794 01:19:05,958 --> 01:19:08,352 is hereby awarded to... 795 01:19:09,396 --> 01:19:10,615 Samuel Beckett. 796 01:19:37,860 --> 01:19:39,775 I didn't deserve it. 797 01:19:40,645 --> 01:19:42,386 No, you do not. 798 01:19:43,604 --> 01:19:44,780 But the work does. 799 01:19:45,955 --> 01:19:47,260 And for the work... 800 01:19:48,131 --> 01:19:49,132 I'm happy. 801 01:19:52,875 --> 01:19:53,832 Goodnight. 802 01:20:27,518 --> 01:20:30,086 Hard to take a man seriously in pajamas. 803 01:20:32,566 --> 01:20:34,046 You should wear them more often. 804 01:20:35,265 --> 01:20:38,181 I've decided I'm giving the money to Trinity College. 805 01:20:39,443 --> 01:20:40,836 Set up a scholarship, 806 01:20:41,532 --> 01:20:43,316 so that some boy like me 807 01:20:43,490 --> 01:20:45,666 doesn't have to rely on a mother like her. 808 01:20:47,973 --> 01:20:49,105 Hmm. 809 01:20:49,322 --> 01:20:51,629 We've taken a long time to get to that. 810 01:20:52,195 --> 01:20:54,632 Hmm. So, now, you can leave me alone. 811 01:20:55,459 --> 01:20:56,590 I wish I could. 812 01:21:45,857 --> 01:21:47,903 - Bonjour, Marie. - Bonjour, monsieur. 813 01:22:17,802 --> 01:22:18,759 Fight. 814 01:22:19,760 --> 01:22:20,848 Fight. 815 01:22:22,111 --> 01:22:23,112 Fight. 816 01:22:35,385 --> 01:22:36,777 This is yesterday's bread. 817 01:22:41,173 --> 01:22:42,914 Don't you know they put at the front 818 01:22:43,088 --> 01:22:45,656 yesterday's bread to trick the likes of you? 819 01:22:55,579 --> 01:22:57,146 These peaches aren't ripe. 820 01:22:58,495 --> 01:23:00,584 We can barely mark them with a finger. 821 01:23:03,282 --> 01:23:06,198 It's like sending a child to the market. 822 01:23:07,460 --> 01:23:08,592 A child! 823 01:23:10,986 --> 01:23:13,466 These olives are Italian. 824 01:23:14,206 --> 01:23:17,775 They'll have called them French, but they are Italian. 825 01:23:18,036 --> 01:23:20,169 They are too big to be French. 826 01:23:20,821 --> 01:23:24,390 You need to trust your eyes, not the traders. 827 01:23:26,566 --> 01:23:27,567 What... 828 01:23:28,003 --> 01:23:29,482 a waste. 829 01:23:31,397 --> 01:23:34,009 You are a liar! 830 01:23:40,624 --> 01:23:43,801 You used to tell me when you were going to her. 831 01:23:45,107 --> 01:23:46,325 Now you just go. 832 01:23:50,721 --> 01:23:55,943 There is none of the other... business. 833 01:23:58,076 --> 01:23:59,686 Not for a long time. 834 01:24:01,297 --> 01:24:02,211 It's... 835 01:24:03,908 --> 01:24:05,475 just about work. 836 01:24:06,867 --> 01:24:08,173 That makes it worse. 837 01:24:09,827 --> 01:24:10,784 I know. 838 01:24:14,092 --> 01:24:16,529 I notice you have been gilding her cage. 839 01:24:17,922 --> 01:24:19,663 I can still read a cheque book. 840 01:24:20,881 --> 01:24:22,274 My eyes can go on, Sam... 841 01:24:23,493 --> 01:24:25,451 for the last of your betrayals. 842 01:24:35,374 --> 01:24:36,549 She's a widow. 843 01:24:39,683 --> 01:24:40,814 So am I. 844 01:24:59,181 --> 01:25:02,358 The character slip, Sam. The voice, well, it... 845 01:25:03,576 --> 01:25:05,012 it comes and goes. 846 01:25:06,579 --> 01:25:08,103 You haven't found it... 847 01:25:09,365 --> 01:25:11,541 because you haven't looked. 848 01:25:12,716 --> 01:25:16,154 Oh, you're so cruel to an old man. 849 01:25:18,548 --> 01:25:21,464 Sadism is all I have left. 850 01:25:23,553 --> 01:25:25,250 The most worthwhile part 851 01:25:26,208 --> 01:25:27,165 of writing... 852 01:25:28,688 --> 01:25:29,733 the giving up. 853 01:25:31,082 --> 01:25:33,040 If you abandon this one... 854 01:25:34,868 --> 01:25:37,044 there will never be another. 855 01:25:38,045 --> 01:25:38,916 Good. 856 01:25:41,179 --> 01:25:44,051 I never wanted to be a writer. 857 01:25:45,140 --> 01:25:47,142 Whatever I had, Barbara... 858 01:25:49,056 --> 01:25:50,101 long gone. 859 01:25:53,017 --> 01:25:56,368 I'm sorry for having to drag you through all this. 860 01:26:02,200 --> 01:26:05,160 It was never about the work, Sam. 861 01:26:06,248 --> 01:26:08,685 It was about working together. 862 01:26:11,775 --> 01:26:14,125 And I ask you not to take that from me. 863 01:26:15,213 --> 01:26:16,083 Hmm. 864 01:26:20,262 --> 01:26:21,176 Not yet. 865 01:26:41,413 --> 01:26:44,634 Fight, fight, fight. 866 01:26:45,722 --> 01:26:47,811 Inner Sam: Oh, don't be so dramatic. 867 01:26:47,985 --> 01:26:49,726 Oh, why don't you go away? 868 01:26:50,857 --> 01:26:52,250 You're like a nomad. 869 01:26:53,033 --> 01:26:56,428 Walking between the two of them with your life on your back. 870 01:26:56,689 --> 01:26:57,951 Yes, but you see... 871 01:26:59,692 --> 01:27:02,521 the walking is the thing. 872 01:27:03,914 --> 01:27:05,872 It's like a blissful limbo. 873 01:27:07,091 --> 01:27:09,572 The walk is peace... 874 01:27:10,747 --> 01:27:11,835 hope. 875 01:27:13,706 --> 01:27:16,579 You used to walk out here with Lucia, didn't you? 876 01:27:16,753 --> 01:27:17,797 Oh, yes. 877 01:27:19,234 --> 01:27:21,671 Yes. And Joyce. 878 01:27:23,194 --> 01:27:24,239 And Alfy. 879 01:27:25,457 --> 01:27:26,893 I like to be out here, 880 01:27:27,677 --> 01:27:28,982 alone with them. 881 01:27:31,637 --> 01:27:33,422 The dead are easy companions. 882 01:27:33,596 --> 01:27:34,597 Oh. 883 01:27:34,771 --> 01:27:35,859 Easier than you. 884 01:27:36,033 --> 01:27:37,208 Hmm. 885 01:27:37,382 --> 01:27:38,949 Though anybody is easier than you. 886 01:27:40,472 --> 01:27:43,780 Well, it won't be long now for you and me. 887 01:27:43,954 --> 01:27:44,911 Ah. 888 01:27:46,348 --> 01:27:49,046 Does it... does it get worse? 889 01:27:50,526 --> 01:27:52,441 Well, let's put it this way, Sam. 890 01:27:54,443 --> 01:27:55,966 It doesn't get any better. 891 01:28:01,928 --> 01:28:02,929 That's it. 892 01:28:06,193 --> 01:28:07,282 Okay. 893 01:28:08,761 --> 01:28:09,588 Right. 894 01:28:11,024 --> 01:28:11,938 Right. 895 01:28:14,158 --> 01:28:15,028 Right. 896 01:28:38,617 --> 01:28:40,315 Oh, such a noise. 897 01:28:46,233 --> 01:28:47,278 I'm sorry. 898 01:28:51,587 --> 01:28:53,371 I always got the worst of you. 899 01:28:57,114 --> 01:28:58,115 Sometimes... 900 01:28:59,334 --> 01:29:00,596 I think back to... 901 01:29:01,727 --> 01:29:02,685 Roussillon. 902 01:29:03,599 --> 01:29:04,817 Our days there... 903 01:29:05,949 --> 01:29:06,950 in the war. 904 01:29:08,386 --> 01:29:09,431 Our little room. 905 01:29:11,215 --> 01:29:12,956 You bending over the fire. 906 01:29:16,916 --> 01:29:17,917 The nights. 907 01:29:19,789 --> 01:29:21,268 The warmth of the bed. 908 01:29:24,837 --> 01:29:25,969 The warmth of you. 909 01:29:29,625 --> 01:29:32,105 I remember you said once that you could never... 910 01:29:32,845 --> 01:29:33,977 imagine... 911 01:29:35,935 --> 01:29:36,936 being happier. 912 01:29:38,503 --> 01:29:39,504 And I thought, 913 01:29:40,244 --> 01:29:41,288 "Oh... 914 01:29:41,941 --> 01:29:44,335 that's a mad thing to say." 915 01:29:47,643 --> 01:29:48,644 But now... 916 01:29:50,036 --> 01:29:51,995 now I think you're completely right. 917 01:29:56,478 --> 01:29:57,392 I said I... 918 01:30:00,090 --> 01:30:01,265 I had been... 919 01:30:02,484 --> 01:30:03,398 so happy. 920 01:30:05,574 --> 01:30:07,663 And I will never be so happy again. 921 01:30:10,143 --> 01:30:11,797 And I was right with both. 922 01:30:13,277 --> 01:30:14,539 Because I knew you, 923 01:30:14,887 --> 01:30:17,629 and I knew the... the life that was to come. 924 01:30:20,415 --> 01:30:22,591 I knew that I would never have you again. 925 01:30:24,941 --> 01:30:25,942 Not like that. 926 01:30:31,077 --> 01:30:33,340 I owe everything... 927 01:30:35,212 --> 01:30:36,169 to you. 928 01:30:38,041 --> 01:30:39,129 And I... 929 01:30:39,912 --> 01:30:42,524 owe... everything... 930 01:30:43,307 --> 01:30:44,482 to you. 931 01:33:11,368 --> 01:33:13,065 Hmm? 932 01:33:15,154 --> 01:33:16,721 It's so hard... 933 01:33:18,941 --> 01:33:20,203 to lose you. 934 01:33:22,597 --> 01:33:23,598 But... 935 01:33:24,642 --> 01:33:27,079 to lose you to England... 936 01:33:30,343 --> 01:33:32,607 You never did like writing endings. 937 01:33:32,781 --> 01:33:34,260 Hmm. 938 01:33:40,484 --> 01:33:41,833 When I was a boy... 939 01:33:43,618 --> 01:33:45,358 the happiest I ever was... 940 01:33:46,577 --> 01:33:48,535 was one day with my father... 941 01:33:51,538 --> 01:33:52,844 flying a kite. 942 01:33:55,325 --> 01:33:56,892 And I stood on the hillside... 943 01:33:57,980 --> 01:34:00,852 and I willed with everything in me 944 01:34:01,940 --> 01:34:03,594 for it to stay in the sky. 945 01:34:04,160 --> 01:34:07,206 Because... up there, there was hope... 946 01:34:08,381 --> 01:34:09,382 and breath... 947 01:34:10,557 --> 01:34:11,602 and freedom. 948 01:34:13,082 --> 01:34:15,084 But... when it landed... 949 01:34:16,912 --> 01:34:17,913 there was nothing. 950 01:34:23,440 --> 01:34:25,877 I'm so happy that you're leaving when the... 951 01:34:26,661 --> 01:34:28,793 when the kite is still in the air. 952 01:35:47,002 --> 01:35:49,047 What a bloody miserable day. 953 01:35:49,874 --> 01:35:51,354 Welcome to the ditch. 954 01:35:51,702 --> 01:35:53,922 Hey, Irish, you want a girl? 955 01:35:54,096 --> 01:35:55,750 Well, I'm sure you can fit in one more. 956 01:35:55,924 --> 01:35:58,796 ♪ Take a chance with me! ♪ 957 01:35:58,970 --> 01:36:00,058 Younger Suzanne: I love you. 958 01:36:00,493 --> 01:36:02,626 Fight. Fight. 959 01:36:03,453 --> 01:36:04,367 Fight. 960 01:36:04,541 --> 01:36:06,891 What a waste. 961 01:36:33,091 --> 01:36:34,527 Inner Sam: So, then... 962 01:36:34,963 --> 01:36:37,879 Oh, just let me go. 963 01:36:38,357 --> 01:36:39,445 Listen to me... 964 01:36:39,619 --> 01:36:42,231 Oh, you're such a torture. 965 01:36:43,319 --> 01:36:44,276 Listen to me. 966 01:36:46,278 --> 01:36:48,803 There was joy. 967 01:36:51,153 --> 01:36:52,719 For them, for you... 968 01:36:53,459 --> 01:36:55,635 there was joy. 969 01:36:56,549 --> 01:36:58,682 You know there's nothing interesting... 970 01:36:59,465 --> 01:37:00,597 about joy. 971 01:37:02,381 --> 01:37:05,776 Well, I... I... I would agree with you there. 972 01:37:08,779 --> 01:37:09,824 Do you remember... 973 01:37:10,955 --> 01:37:12,391 years ago... 974 01:37:14,002 --> 01:37:16,918 a student asked you about life? 975 01:37:18,745 --> 01:37:19,834 And you said... 976 01:37:20,878 --> 01:37:22,488 "Dance first..." 977 01:37:22,662 --> 01:37:23,533 Oh. 978 01:37:23,707 --> 01:37:25,100 "...think later." 979 01:37:25,404 --> 01:37:28,494 Well, it's later now. 980 01:37:28,668 --> 01:37:30,366 Oh, it always was, Sam. 981 01:37:31,758 --> 01:37:34,413 You couldn't wait to get through the pleasure to the pain. 982 01:37:36,415 --> 01:37:39,157 That's not the way to talk to a dying man. 983 01:37:40,942 --> 01:37:44,293 Oh, it is the way to talk to a dying man. 984 01:37:49,646 --> 01:37:52,388 It was some life, wasn't it, Sam? 985 01:37:56,261 --> 01:37:57,306 It was... 986 01:37:59,656 --> 01:38:00,700 A life. 987 01:38:02,659 --> 01:38:03,616 Well... 988 01:38:05,096 --> 01:38:06,097 then... 989 01:38:10,362 --> 01:38:11,886 There's nothing left... 990 01:38:14,366 --> 01:38:15,498 to say.